Footprints & Memories: piece of update :)

greetings from malaysia !

how have u guys been doin lately?

well, i am currently having my sem break, a looooooooooooooong one

finally ! after the hectic works and all, the hols i've been longing for, is here !

and i am enjoying it, cz i know, later on, when my uni reopen, there would be another HELL for me xD

as u all know / don't know..

i'm now happy with myself..

as in not gonna headache, worry, tense, tired about relationship..

for this moment..

so m gonna enjoy MY moments to the fullest..

during my hols, jz that da most regretful things will be i cant spend my sem break with u guys..

nvm, i'll wait for the next one ~~ END of this year aite? promise u guys will find me when y'all back okay.. *waiting excitely*

next, do allow me to throw some breakup quotes i found online :

"I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more"

well, this one needs correction due to my status, i cant have him, oh well, i wont let myself love him even more, cz i wont let myself suffer, suffering is an optional :)

"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you. "

but now, i'm awaken, cz i realize, no one can help me, if i don even help myself.. so i leave my heart open, but not for him..for YOU :)

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew."

ermm, true, so i wont try, perhaps let my mind free flow.. and soon, it will be all fine..cz i am feeling better each day :)

"I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was."

yeah, mayb that's one of the reason, why i let him go, and wont accept him again tho he asked for it..

"If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

crossing the bridge now.. frens.. hope u will be with me all the time, give me strength, give me morale support :)

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours"

what a relieved, everything is back in peace now.. those will remain memories..

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile."

yeap ! this is so what i am gonna do.. smileeeeeee ~ in style ! :)

"No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end."

but the thing is, he promised me, and so means he break the promise? oh well, don ever promise things u cant realize..cz it will add on pain..and pain will accumulate, just like how dissatisfaction been accumulated, and BOOM ! it's now gone

okie la, i'm done for now.. :)

i believe in myself, i can definitely recover from the "down" and move on to a "better" and "brighter" guy ( if i ever met one :p )

i can be cured ! give time a chance, let them cure the broken heart..

all my dear frens, if u r having broken heart, don worry, i'll definitely wish u all the best, pray for the best for u, and trust urself ! u can be cured !