thomas cup 2010

today. final. china vs indonesia

china won the game again ! with the score of 3-0
well, compared to the semi-finals, china vs malaysia, also the same score 3-0, the indonesia team played so much better than the malaysia team..

i'm not humiliating malaysia players, but despite the world ranking.. our very own :
world #1 men's single dato' Lee chong wei
world #1 men's double Koo kien keat & Tan boon heong
they played so badly.. they did not show the world standard on court that day..it's really a huge disappointment la..cz they made alot of mistakes, esp Lee chong wei.. after so many times meeting with Lin dan, stil under high pressure? until cant think properly, and cant play the game well? what i can say, is that, physically, Malaysia team players are comparable to the China team players..but mentally, they are so weak..
our national team lost to them, is jz like easy-peasy ~~~ piece of cake !

whereas, the Indonesia team players, they played quite a good game..
knowing China's shuttlers are really good in attacking..with their great consistency and high speed !
the Indonesia's representatives, really did well in defending and also ATTACKING, in term of speed..they tried so hard to keep up with China's representatives, and made this final a very tight competition..
i really hope Indon will have at least one score mark, but too bad, China are too good..
but i definitely enjoy watching the game.. Indon player do impressed me ( maybe cz this is the first time i wathced Thomas cup xp ) ..

hehe, jz to update abit bout thomas cup and my thoughts..
hope it didn't bored u :p
take care folks !

p.s. I Love You

just watched this movie.. again..

and then once i'm done this movie, i feel like blogging..

so yeah, this is where i am now..

this movie, eventhough is not the first time am watching it, but it really is a great great GREAT movie i have to say..

i mean this movie is a very thoughtful love story..it made me tears almost throughout the whole movie.. oh gosh, i feel like a cry baby =/

but when you are totally into that movie, u just cant help it, but feel the pain that Holly felt..

imagine, someone so dearly to you, left you, and went to a 'better' place..how horrible is that ! Holly took a year to accept the fact Gerry is gone..but in this one whole year, she still have Gerry's letter, Gerry's words, Gerry's Gerry.. argh, what crap am i saying..

what i wanted to say is, he is definitely the sweetest guy ever to treat Holly that way..how he expected Holly in everything, and guide her step by step to walk out from the sadness of losing him..with his hand-written letters.. cant help to feel 'awwwwww'

well, it's a really sweet story la, i dn read the books, but movie is good enough for me xD

love or not to love, a question right here..

it makes me scare..

love is a magical thing..

but once u love, and u fall for it..

if it's the right person, tat will be wonderful !

but when he leave u earlier than u leaving him ( i mean died ).. tat will be the most terrible thing u ever had, isn't it ?! a person whom u spend most of the time of ur life with him, suddenly, gone. ouch ! it's painful..

so here it comes, not to love ..

u wont have to go tru all those shits..but u'll have to have guts to face all those lonesome nights..no cuddling with partner and all.. cz u are not having the special kind of feel - the love.. u are afraid ! ( actually refering to myself, too )

like i posted at fb, LOVE IS HARD . u agree?

to meet the right person maybe not as hard as to have the COURAGE to love that right person and move on life with him..

erm, i actually thought before, i might be an old virgin in future o.O

stupidity of me ! thinking bout something stupid ..

well, love partner is a different story..

but loving family and friends..

losing them will be another pain..

if one day, u all leave me first.. * touch wood*

i cant say it anymore..

i'll stop right here..

take care, my dear frens..

piece of update :)

greetings from malaysia !

how have u guys been doin lately?

well, i am currently having my sem break, a looooooooooooooong one

finally ! after the hectic works and all, the hols i've been longing for, is here !

and i am enjoying it, cz i know, later on, when my uni reopen, there would be another HELL for me xD

as u all know / don't know..

i'm now happy with myself..

as in not gonna headache, worry, tense, tired about relationship..

for this moment..

so m gonna enjoy MY moments to the fullest..

during my hols, jz that da most regretful things will be i cant spend my sem break with u guys..

nvm, i'll wait for the next one ~~ END of this year aite? promise u guys will find me when y'all back okay.. *waiting excitely*

next, do allow me to throw some breakup quotes i found online :

"I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more"

well, this one needs correction due to my status, i cant have him, oh well, i wont let myself love him even more, cz i wont let myself suffer, suffering is an optional :)

"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you. "

but now, i'm awaken, cz i realize, no one can help me, if i don even help myself.. so i leave my heart open, but not for him..for YOU :)

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew."

ermm, true, so i wont try, perhaps let my mind free flow.. and soon, it will be all fine..cz i am feeling better each day :)

"I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was."

yeah, mayb that's one of the reason, why i let him go, and wont accept him again tho he asked for it..

"If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

crossing the bridge now.. frens.. hope u will be with me all the time, give me strength, give me morale support :)

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours"

what a relieved, everything is back in peace now.. those will remain memories..

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile."

yeap ! this is so what i am gonna do.. smileeeeeee ~ in style ! :)

"No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end."

but the thing is, he promised me, and so means he break the promise? oh well, don ever promise things u cant realize..cz it will add on pain..and pain will accumulate, just like how dissatisfaction been accumulated, and BOOM ! it's now gone

okie la, i'm done for now.. :)

i believe in myself, i can definitely recover from the "down" and move on to a "better" and "brighter" guy ( if i ever met one :p )

i can be cured ! give time a chance, let them cure the broken heart..

all my dear frens, if u r having broken heart, don worry, i'll definitely wish u all the best, pray for the best for u, and trust urself ! u can be cured !

be happy of live, especially we are having each other

-outz-