sienzzz

this is jz a random post from me..
to release my un-happiness..

i'm not really happy with my parents..
why r they sooooooooo protective over me?
i meant was, OVERprotective..
jz recently..i asked their permission to join a 3D2N camp at somewhere around klang..
where the camp is actually jz to rehearse one event that gonna happen in this coming 3october,if i'm not mistaken.. as i'm asked to be the emcee of the event..

frankly, i din noe that they gonna have a camp jz to do the rehearsal..
i tot it'll be jz normal rehearse at our campus..
so i agreed to be the emcee..

and i was been told to MUST join the camp..cz i'm part of the event..emcee they said..
so wat can i do..i accepted their request..i cant say NO to them at this very last minute..
and i had paid the camp fee..

my parents, they really let me down.. AGAIN !
yeah, i noe, they are just worry about me.
but do they ever noe, sometimes promises are not meant to be broken !
and i am 20 oredi.. am not goin clubbing or anything..
sumore the camp was at some tokong at klang sumore.. -.-

sad..
they don trust me?
whenever there are some overnight thingy goin on..
i wont have the CHANCE to participate in..
wat school trips, bla bla bla
yeah ! i missed the chance..
and i will nvr noe wat i had missed..

always i want to understand wat they r thinking..
besides jz say "i'm worry about u"
is there any better sentences to convince me that i'm not fit for ANY overnight thingy..

i got the feeling that the very first time i have my overnight outside..
will be the day i'm getting married.. -.-

oh gawd ! i dun wish that !

i tot they will be change their thoughts, after i came back from NS..
3months away from them..
not much?
jz that now i can hang out more often with frens..
NEVER overnight?
even hang out..oso cant be that long..

makin fikir makin geram..
whatever laa..
guess i need to be an old lady to overnight afterall..
yes,teck weng, laugh ba ! old lady marr.. >.<

k laa..enough of all this stupid whining..
i need to think a better way to persuade my parents to let me go for the camp..
or else i really dunno wat shud i do? reject to be the emcee?

sienzzzz ar !
ciaozzz

Happy birthday darling

Dear Tieng Wei,

I am super sorry that I couldn't give you a call today. I thought I could until I realized I don't have enough credit to support the call. Not to report how much I left because you probably wouldn't bother either. Anyway, that's not the issue, but more like I want you to know that I remember you okays!

..HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

I hope you are having a great one, and seriously, I mean it. I am wondering how much more smiles are you giving in today compared to the usual bubbly you. Awww, hugs.

I am looking for the pictures we had in my computer but it's so limited that I have in here. So, old as it is, but it does remind me of lots of great memories back then.


I can't wait to see your next hair style though, haha, random. Mmm. short? or long? Lolx.

Anyway, I got to go rush my 3 assignments due next tuesday in which I haven't even started on 2 of them yet. I will hear from you soon, aite? I miss you, and in fact, adee and min as well. Haven't been hearing much from them :(